Its been quite some time, since my last post.. more than a month in fact! its been a real hectic one and a half months to be fair, balancing between 2nd semester pending exams and 3rd semester field visits and assignments and practicals. but why the exams were left pending is another different matter completely, lets not go into that..
With my M.Sc life moving towards its end, with less than 10 months remaining, my dissertation, future job/research aspirations and attachments with close friends (including Keralian friends), things of late has been really tiring and draining, and coupled with serious thought provoking, more emotionally so than anything else. the result of that is I've lost my sleep. i mean it quite literally, not metaphorically. doesn't really mean that i am having nightmares of any sorts. its more like staring at the ceiling fan every night with lights off, and hearing the slow but deep breathing of my roommates.. for 2 weeks straight. early stages of an approaching insomnia??
this is not the first time i lost my sleep though.something similar happened during April-May 2012.Which ultimately resulted in my losing of 4 kilos of weight with epithelial ulcers in mouth, and possible peptic ulcers.. but there was a concrete reason the last time this happened! during those two months sleep wasnt really possible due to the load of study each of us had to go through
Its been a busy 1 and a half months.. but that is a bad excuse for not writing anything new! For not posting anything new! Everyone faces problems. Everyone has their own problems. No one is absolutely free of troubles.. I was facing some problems of my own, like everyone was, and of course
,to me, my troubles were more sinister than others.. This is the normal thinking, of most human beings..
But problems would be there all our life! That is life. I guess it took me some time to realise that! :D I would thank Rahul for bearing my complaining behavior, and calming me down when I was worried. And both Suraj and Koushik for making me realise that this was just a passing phase! Everyone goes to tough times! (feels like I just got some sort of an award, and this is my acceptance speech!:D)
Worries would always be there, but dont waste time worrying after them.. Life is too short..
Enjoy it as much as you can without tension....... :)
Foot Note- the first two paragraphs even though were supposed to be a part of this post have been strike through. Just some petty whining of a stupid young kid. Not worth reading. Ignore it.... ;)
